Initial bloodtests were run to rule out the easy answers... thyroid, and mineral deficiencies. Those came back negative. So now I have an upcoming appointment with a neurologist. Readers, I cannot even begin to describe to you how terrified I am. I have never experienced this sort of fear before. It is with great hesitancy that I share, but have decided that the more prayers being said on my behalf the better.
Please come along side of me and pray for a peace that passes all understanding that only God can give.
Pray that my fears can be calmed by His presence
Pray that I will not be paralyzed by fear but that this can be refining for me in my faith
Pray for healing. The Great Physician can remove these symptoms in a moment. I keep hoping that He will!
Its honestly very hard for me to talk about this, and have not shared very openly as I am wanting to avoid a lot of phone calls and questions. The more I have to talk about it, the harder it is to stay focused. So just pray and I will write again as I know more.
Thank you and feel free to pass this on to praying friends...